But Of Course I'm Awake!

I've been going through this thing for about a week now, perhaps longer. I just can't sleep until I finally break down and take meds, usually around 5.00 AM and then I snooze for 3 - 4 hours. I've just about had it, I'm almost ready to collapse. When I say I'm sick and tired, it's for real! I should be sleeping I should be snoozing soundly I should be drooling in my sleep but get a load of it: You know what I'm doing instead? The same thing I do all the time: Day, night -- doesn't matter. I be all the time yawnin' but I keep moving, I do what I'm supposed to do. I have several issues I'm working on. One is working out better than it was, and that's Mama. She's pretty much runnin' around on her little wheels all the time, she wants things done and she wants them done now and I worry she's going to be upset if I'm late doing something. She has this "Honey Do" list for Daddy: The thing is, Daddy gets to workin' on that list, crossing things off and she finds a dozen more things to do. Now, this upsets me because it never ends and Mama's almost like she's you know? Either I go home and which gives me blasting headaches or I try to reason but that doesn't work out because -- I'm on the left, Mama's in the center and Daddy's on the right.
Sometimes it's just difficult. I really do get sick when I'm upset but I've not yet hurled all over my parents but I'm tellin' you, it's just around the bend. One of these days, the ultimate humiliation. Trust me.

And now my da's pc is ... well, I'm afraid it's fried. He said yesterday when the AC kicked on I guess it flickered and he went immediately into Safe Mode. I don't know what he did after that, but today he told me he turns it on and he gets nothing. He said he left it on for an hour today and nothing. Well, you know I don't mind working on it, I even manage to run maintenance on it, just got him a new printer as a surprise (the Canon died a horrible death) and got it installed the day before yesterday. HAHAHA! Yeah. Real funny. I'm just not believing this. Sigh. I have a real sneaking suspicion when I go to the Big House to look at Da's pc I'm not gonna exactly have loving feelings toward it. I think it's gonna be more like You know how you get those feelings of impending doom? Uh-huh. I'll do the best I can of course and I've already made up my mind. I can't fix it, I'm giving him my laptop. Seriously! It's just a thing and it's not like losing a family member -- which of course includes all the animals. And we can pitch his pc, I don't give a damn. Wait! Nope, I don't.

Uh-oh, Legs wants to go outside -- or as we call it it's the so I need to let her out, hopefully for the last time tonight, and look! It's still dark! Sometimes it's the ass-crack of dawn when she goes out for the "last time."

Wish me sweet dreams ... at some point.